Ian ◦˚◦ ♥ ◦˚◦ ♥ ◦˚◦ Hackett

1960 - 2002
LocationBarrow-in-furness, Cumbria
Age42 years
Cause of DeathCancer
Date of Birth23/01/1960
Date of Death08/04/2002
Visitors24,477 since 25/02/2009
Creator

*****MONDAY 12TH JULY 2010*****

TO ALL CLARES GTS FRIENDS

JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW CLARE WONT BE ON LINE FOR A BIT NOT SURE HOW LONG FOR THOUGH (PERSONAL REASONS DUE TO HEALTH) LOVE TO YOU AND ALL YOUR BEAUTIFUL ANGELS,THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE TRIBUTES,GIFTS,CANDLES & PICTURES YOU ALL LEFT YESTERDAY FOR HER BABY ANGELS BIRTHDAY,SHE WILL BE SO CHUFFED WHEN SHE SEE,S THEM WHEN SHES BACK ON x x x

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♥.♥.♥.♥.♥BRAVE TILL THE END♥.♥.♥.♥.♥
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♥~IAN WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MY SOUL MATE, IN OCTOBER 2001 HE GOT A BAD TUMMY, HE WENT TO THE DOCTORS,THEY KEPT ON GIVING HIM DIFFERENT TABLETS, ONE MINUTE IT WAS TUMMY ACID, THE NEXT IT WAS AN ULCER, NONE OF THE TABLETS WORKED,HE WAS IN AND OUT OF THE DOCTORS DAILY IN PAIN, BY FEBRUARY 2002 I,D HAD ENOUGH, MY POOR IAN WAS IN THAT MUCH PAIN HE COULDNT EVEN CLIMB THE STAIRS SO I TOOK HIM TO THE A&E AND WITHIN A COUPLE OF HOURS WE WERE TOLD THE DEVASTATING NEWS THAT HE HAD A TUMOUR IN HIS CHEST THE SIZE OF A RUGBY BALL, IAN STAYED IN HOSPITAL SO THEY COULD OPERATE BUT WHEN THEY OPENED HIM UP IT WAS TOO LATE, THE CANCER WAS TERMINAL, THEY GAVE HIM JUST 5WKS TO LIVE, HE HAD CHEMO TO PROLONG HIS LIFE BUT JUST SURVIVED 7WKS IN ALL, HE PASSED AWAY IN THE ICU ON A LIFE SUPPORT MACHINE WITH ME BY HIS SIDE,I WILL NEVER GET OVER HIS NEEDLESS DEATH, MY POOR MAN SUFFERED SO MUCH, IT BREAKS MY HEART JUST THINKING ABOUT IT,YOU WILL STAY IN MY HEART FOREVER IAN AND I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH, HOPE YOUR SLEEPING WELL WITH THE ANGELS BABES~♥
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When I laid there beside you,
Could you feel me there?
My arms were wrapped around you,
And I was stroking your hair.
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I was talking about all the good times,
For me they were every single day,
I wanted you to feel love and comfort,
And happy in some way.
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I watched your every breath,
And prayed that each one wasn't your last.
The time we got to share together,
Went by too quick... Too fast.
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I wanted you to wake up,
Please Ian... open your eyes.
Tell me this is a nightmare,
And not our good-byes.
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As your last breath grew closer,
We laid there peacefully together.
My heart continually breaking,
Because I wanted you forever.
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Then there it was,
Your final breath of air.
I didn't want to believe it,
This is so cruel and unfair.
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I held your beautiful face,
And prayed you'd breath again.
I wasn't ready for you to go,
I couldn't admit that this was the end
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But then I realized that you were now in peace,
And not suffering anymore.
You were beginning the life of an Angel,
And your body would no longer be sore.
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I held you close and squeezed you tight,
And tried to say good bye.
I've lost my Ian and my number one best friend,
All my heart could do was cry.
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I slowly got up,
I wanted so much to stay.
I leaned over and gave you one more kiss,
It was so hard to walk away.
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Ian you are my entire world,
And I miss you so very much.
I wish I could feel your lovable cuddle,
And your soft and gentle touch.
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But for now I have to wait,
Until we meet again.
Always and forever,
Your Clare loves you so much x x x
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27TH JANUARY 2012
GOODNIGHT PRECIOUS ANGEL

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GOODNIGHT LITTLE STAR

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Once upon a time a little twinkly star
Crept up to the sleeping moon,
He teased him and he tickled so
To wake him very soon.

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But, do you think that he would stir
Oh no, he would not budge
For moon can never rise to shine
Until he gets the nudge.

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The golden sun just when he knows
Is the one to give the moon a wink,
Now it is your turn to gleam
For my ruling power is fixed.

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It's your turn to reflect my light
While my sovereignty is afar,
Go glow, be Prince of night below
Shine forth the beauty that you are.

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Good night to you,
good night my twinkly little star

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Derry's Heart Poems � 2005

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GLADYS AYWARD

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Here I was worrying about my journey,
while God was helping me all the way,
making me realize that I am very weak;
my courage is only borrowed from Him,
but, oh, the peace that flooded my soul...
because I know that he never fails
I would not,
if I could, turn back now,
because I believe that God is going to
reveal Himself in a wonderful way.

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LOVE ALWAYS BERNIE XXXXX

Bernie Hynes (GTS Friend)

Friday evening



☆ At Christmas Time ☆

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Remember they are still with us,
We see their faces every day,
When we raise our Christmas glasses,
They are not too far away.

Though they're not here in body,
Their spirit is still here,
And as long as we remember this,
They always will be near.

Copyright ~ Ingrid Aspey 2010

Jude Swaddle (GTS Friend)

December 29, 2011



Christmas Without You

Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.

An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.

There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.

No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.

~ Pamela Hall~

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Jude Swaddle (GTS Friend)

December 22, 2011

❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄


Tributes For Week Commencing 19th December 2011

A Merry Christmas To You And Your Angels.....

..….♥
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....♥**♥` All
..*•*♥*•* Our
♥•**•**•♥ Angels
....._||_ Are
.….\__/ Special


Monday

May the meaning of Christmas
Be deeper, its friendships stronger,
And its hopes brighter
As it comes to you this year.

Tuesday

As we prepare for Christmas,
Our thoughts will be of you,
You always made our Christmas’s,
The happiest we ever knew.

Wednesday

We'll try our best to celebrate
The birth of Christ our King,
But in our hearts we realise
We've lost our everything.

For Thursday

At Christmas-tide the open hand
Scatters its bounty o'er sea and land,
And none are left to grieve alone,
For Love is heaven and claims its own.

Friday

⋱ ⋮ ⋰A Christmas Wish⋱ ⋮ ⋰

Christmas tree's begin appearing
Cards will follow on
Trimmings all around us
And we begin to have Christmas Fun

Greetings are being sent to us
But for some its just to hard
As simple as it sounds
They cant even send a card

A time for celebrating
To send a Christmas Cheer
But for some its time for wishing
Their Loved ones could just be near

By Lisa Heritage

Christmas Eve

Christmas without you here with me,
Can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
One so precious, who has your name.

An Angel forever watching over me,
At Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
Inside my heart, you are so very near.

There is no special present for you,
Wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
All the love you can still feel from me.

No, Christmas time without you here,
Could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
And the memories and love, will remain.
unknown

Christmas Day

We are sad within our memory
And lonely, this Christmas Day,
For the ones we loved so dearly,
Have forever been called away.

We think of them in silence,
No eye may see us weep.
But many silent tears are shed,
When others are asleep.


❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄

...........@~@~@~@ , Season’s
....... @~@~@~@~@ , Greetings
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.........( , ~ , ~ , ~ , ~ , , ~ , ~ , ~ ,~ , ~ , ) Very Proud ~
.........(________________________) But Sad Mum ~

• * ~ * .HO • * ~ * HO• * ~ * HO• * ~ *

❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMƛS ❄ ❄

Marie-Angela Rowe

December 19, 2011



13th December 2011

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… …...( •)(• ) .......Goodnight
……….. / |`\ .............Angel,
……….( :@: ) .............Love
………..✰✰...................Jude. xx

Jude Swaddle (GTS Friend)

December 13, 2011



13th December 2011

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… …...( •)(• ) .......Goodnight
……….. / |`\ .............Angel,
……….( :@: ) .............Love
………..✰✰...................Jude. xx

Jude Swaddle (GTS Friend)

December 13, 2011

4TH NOVEMBER 2011
♥GOODNIGHT PRECIOUS ANGEL

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Precious Angel............
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Just Dropping By..........

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To Wish You Goodnight.......
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Sweet Dreams Sleep Tight.

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LOVE ALWAYS BERNIE XXXX

Bernie Hynes (GTS Friend)

November 4, 2011

21ST OCTOBER 2011
♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥
SWEET DREAMS PRECIOUS ANGEL
♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥



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*ANGEL*

Angel stardust sprinkles from Heaven,
floating downwards like soft, velvety rain.
A beautiful Angel shower of God's love,
bringing peace and hope, in His name.

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Colourful constellations of rainbow stars,
glittering with the colours of God's love.
Are scattered around us by His Angels,
as they protect us, from Heaven above.

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Filtering through even the darkest clouds,
to softly touch you with God's gentle palm.
No matter how difficult your life might be,
God's Angel stardust shines through harm.

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To bring you promise of hope and peace,
for a life that's filled with better tomorrows.
And a heart blessed with your God's love,
to lift your heart free, from all your sorrows.

PAMELA HALL

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LOVE ALWAYS BERNIE XXXX

Bernie Hynes (GTS Friend)

October 21, 2011

21ST OCTOBER 2011
♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥
SWEET DREAMS PRECIOUS ANGEL
♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ڿڰۣಌ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥



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................/.`-.,+.*`,+._

*ANGEL*

Angel stardust sprinkles from Heaven,
floating downwards like soft, velvety rain.
A beautiful Angel shower of God's love,
bringing peace and hope, in His name.

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Colourful constellations of rainbow stars,
glittering with the colours of God's love.
Are scattered around us by His Angels,
as they protect us, from Heaven above.

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Filtering through even the darkest clouds,
to softly touch you with God's gentle palm.
No matter how difficult your life might be,
God's Angel stardust shines through harm.

,+.*`,+.*`,+.*`,+.*`,+.*,.+*.*+,*+.*`,+.*`,+.*`,+.*


To bring you promise of hope and peace,
for a life that's filled with better tomorrows.
And a heart blessed with your God's love,
to lift your heart free, from all your sorrows.

PAMELA HALL

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LOVE ALWAYS BERNIE XXXX

Bernie Hynes (GTS Friend)

October 21, 2011

11TH OCTOBER 2011
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╚╝─╚╝─╚╝─╩╝──╩╚─╩─╚╝─╩╩──╩──


♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥
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┊   ┊┊   ┊┊ ★★ ★Shine bright
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┊   ┊┊   ★Just like the stars

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┊ ★That glow at night

★Special Angel

♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥
Shine bright..
Just like the stars..
That glow at night
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥
Twinkle and shine..
For your family my love
Zoom through the sky
Just like the stars above
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥
You are greatly missed..
And your memory lives on
You fly high in the sky..
You are not gone
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥
You glitter and shine..
All through the night
Keep shining for your family..
Until morning light
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥

copyright� Jackie Thomas 28/07/09.

LOVE ALWAYS BERNIE XXXX

Bernie Hynes (GTS Friend)

October 11, 2011
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